Thursday, November 25, 2010

Just moving out....

Yes, I was serious when I said in my previous post that it was my last one. But who gives a shit, I want to write again. Can you kill me for that? Want to write more now. The ones I’ll write now are not person or purpose specific. True, that not many people know of my blog, but nevertheless I still want to keep up with my wannabe feelings to write and be good at it someday.


Sipping my coffee at the airport waiting for my flight that got delayed by 1 hour 50 minutes:
Here are some of the activities for my new BETTER life. May not last forever, I mean the activities, but sure would do some good for now.
No more sad/hatred posts. I need to forget the people who behaved badly in the past. Give it a new start like I did today, purchased a weird coloured t-shirt, don’t know what you would call this colour, but it looks good on me, met some new people yesterday, felt better, met old friends, felt great!! I should try some different stuff now, maybe some old immature things that I did in the past. Maybe get slapped by few girls in a mall (FYI, this never happened before and would never happen), or do something retarded, illegal, something I refrained from doing before, ignoring my boring old school ethics; 1 full pack of cigarettes or get drunk (even puke) once again. Need to shop a lot too; change my wardrobe, all new stuff. A new job too. Phew! I really need that. I just have to leave this place, or make a nice (not nice, just sexy and hot) girlfriend, not lovable types. Well anyways this coffee is not nice, bloody expensive but useless, and my computer has its battery drained, so I’ll finish it here, incomplete and short yet pleasant and worth remembering.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Still grudges...Still Love...

This is my last post here and probably my last blog. Writing wasn’t my thing anyways. I admit that I have a little wannabe feelings for writing, but some things are just not meant for you. So here I go giving up more than just writing.

Instead of beating around the bush, will come straight to the point, I really miss you, hate your arrogance and am wondering if for once the thought crossed your mind to call me after your arrogant tone? Did you for a moment, want to talk just a little more when I said ‘Bye’ and you hanged up instantly? Ever wanted to say something even when there was nothing to say? Did you give it a second thought before blocking me on facebook (Even if I told you too) and gtalk? Are you so over me already, with that new guy in your head that you didn’t feel like meeting me for one last time (even after my begging), in your life after all that we shared? After all there was nothing wrong that I had ever done to you.

It’s better if these are left unanswered. It wouldn’t take you a second to give your harsh answers to make things worse for me. So just let it be. Carry on with your life. Things work a little differently for me, if you know. Anyways, you’ll never hear from me again, there will never be any communication from my side henceforth. The purpose of this blog is over.

I wish you find someone who loves you more.